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♫ Your beautiful eyes ♫
♫ They reveal tears that have been through so much ♫
♫ They make me want to protect you ♫
♫ I don't want you to get hurt again ♫
♫ The tears stop on the corners of your eyes ♫
♫ You lift up your head, not letting them fall ♫
♫ Don't act too tough when you're tired ♫
♫ My shoulder will be there for you to lean on ♫
♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫
♫ There are no other reasons ♫
♫ My mind only spins for you ♫
♫ Don't look away anymore ♫
♫ Admit that you're in love too ♫
♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫
♫ There's nothing holding me back ♫
♫ I've already given you my heart, but it wasn't enough ♫
♫ That's when I realized that my life is only complete with you ♫
[Beautiful Secret]
[Episode 14]
I thought I will come back when I become famous again.
But it seems that I am further away from that day.
Now fans don't want me any more.
You don't love me neither.
Everyone is abandoning me.
I have nothing now.
Why?
Why are you doing this to me!
Why?
You don't have to be discouraged.
A lot of singers are being silent for awhile,
and then make a great comeback after..
As long as you work hard,
I believe that you will be famous again.
But no matter what I do,
you won't be by my side anymore, right?
Alright, you've vented enough.
I'll take you home.
Home?
You call that home?
It used to be my hiding place where I heal.
It's now another battlefield.
What do you mean?
You'll find out soon anyways.
I might as well tell you right now. It makes me look generous.
My Mother had a daughter whom she had lost touch with many years ago.
She found her recently.
How coincidental do you think this is?
You also know this person.
She is Jiang Meili.
Jiang Meili?
Finally I have gotten the chance to sing with my Mom.
I can't believe all of a sudden here comes Jiang Meili.
She is actually my Mom's biological daughter!
Guan Yi, tell me.
Did you plan all this?
You want my Mom sing with her, right?
You must be really drunk.
I'm not!
There is no time that I am more clear minded than now.
Ruolin, You finally come home.
Do you know how worried we were?
He only went upstairs to rest just a minute ago.
Go celebrate with your real daughter.
Why wait for me?
After you hit me and you want to touch... touch my head.
Do you think I am 3-year-old?
Ruolin
- You're drunk. - I'll go up myself.
Ruolin, be careful.
Careful.
Thank you for bringing her home.
Has Ruolin told you already?
Yes, she told me Meili was...
Yes.
She is my biological daughter whom I lost for the past 20 years.
That explains why you were in the hospital,
and also paid the hospital fees for her.
Also why your voices work so well together.
Because you two are Mother and Daughter.
I don't mean anything.
I just want to know if you think differently now.
♫ Little kid. ♫
Why do you have this?
It's Meili's voice that I wanted you to hear.
It was too bad that
you two never got to meet.
In my mind, Meili is the best candidate to sing "Can't Bare to Part".
Really?
Why did you drink so much?
Alcohol is bad for your body.
From now on, don't drink.
Is it hard to bare?
Go care for your own daughter!
I don't need you to be pretend here.
Ruolin.
How much longer for you to be this stubborn?
You listen carefully.
You're my daughter.
This won't change whether or not
I found my biological daughter.
Do you understand?
Even though you feel unhappy and hate me,
I will still be by your side, to pamper you, love you, and take care of you,
like what I've done in the last 20 years.
Even if you don't welcome me,
I will keep staying in this home with you and your Dad.
Because this is also my home.
You're my daughter.
Do you understand?
You took care of me and loved me in the past 20 years,
was because you didn't have a choice!
Right now it's different.
You finally found your daughter.
What am I? The substitute?
I don't need your pity!
I'm used to be by myself anyways.
Why do you always say something so hurtful?
You've been like this since you were little.
You always pretend to be cold and resistant to me.
I already know when you say those hurtful words,
your heart aches too.
So I love you more dearly.
I never take your words seriously.
Meili is my birth daughter.
If you want me not to think about her,
It's impossible.
However, you and I
have already been mother and daughter for the last 20 years.
Even if we are not really related by blood,
we can't fake the time we spent together in the past 20 years.
Your kindergarten graduation performance, your first piano recital and all the awards you received on the stage.
I was in the audience.
I was really proud of you.
When you fought with your classmates, had in low spirit when you broke up with someone,
when you had a fever or sick,
I was always beside you.
You're not alone.
You are never alone.
Yes.
I did have all that.
But that is only temporary.
Now your daughter is back,
I should return you to her.
Silly child,
You don't need to give her anyone or anything.
Including that song.
Guan Yi told me already.
Meili's voice was the one that he was looking for.
But I told him clearly,
I will only sing that song with you.
There's no second choice.
Mom, you really want me to sing with you?
Should I call Guan Yi and let him tell you?
No.
I believe you.
Thank you mom.
If you have anything to say,
just tell me.
Don't go out and drink.
Mom, I got you something.
Wow, so pretty!
One is for you and the other is for me.
Really?
I love it.
What's so important that you have to tell me in person?
Can't you just call?
Is it related to the duet?
Didn't I tell you already? Let me go.
Just let Ruolin and teacher Wang sing.
You're teacher Wang's biological daughter. Is that true?
Xu Ruolin told me yesterday when she was drunk.
Teacher Wang also said so.
You're really her daughter?
Why are you asking me?
I am just really lost. Why did you deny it last time when I asked you?
Do you want me to make a big fuss about something like this?
Who are you to me that I have to tell you?
Don't worry. I know that I'm nothing to you.
I know we are not even friends.
I just don't understand why you kept denying
and avoiding this.
Reuniting with your own Mother,
even if you are not happy. It shouldn't be like this.
Your attitude is making me think that it is not that simple.
Tell me truthfully, what are you hiding?
Guan Yi, if you want to be a detective,
you'll be disappointed.
Even though I didn't want this,
I am really Wang Xuan's biological daughter.
I know how surprising this is.
The reason why I made such an effort to deny
and avoid is very simple.
I don't want to see anyone being suspicious like you,
saying hurtful words to me.
I'm sorry Guan Yi.
I am denying and avoiding,
because I need to use one lie to cover another.
I really want to end days like this.
I don't want to lie anymore.
Why is it so long?
I am going to be late.
I've returned.
Dad, what took you so long?
We were short of labour at the construction site, so my boss asked me to cover for a bit.
Okay. My precious daughter.
Go home and take some rest. You can leave your Mom to me.
Make sure to massage her.
Seriously, you make me late.
Only because I have to work on another job at night,
otherwise I can take care of your Mom on my own.
Come earlier next time.
I'm going.
Who?
Sorry.
Ya
Excuse me for bothering you.
Auntie Wang.
Sorry for bothering you.
This is a gift from me, please accept it.
Thank you. You spent too much.
Ehh? Meili isn't here?
How unfortunate!
My Dad and I are taking turn today. My sister is resting at home.
Remember Dad.
From now on, we need to toughen up and be mean.
In case, a long night invites bad dream. (There is more chance for something to happen.)
I am begging you. You need to remember.
I got it. I got it.
You alway say you remember.
Go!
Don't come here anymore! How can you show your face here?
Did our Meili not suffer enough?
I'm sorry. I... because of that I came here to apologize.
I won't accept you apology!
Who is Meili? She is our precious daughter.
We are afraid she will fall off if we hold her in our palms (analogy).
We are afraid she will melt if we place her in our mouth (analogy).
We've never hit her nor yelling at her.
And what about you? How did you do to her?
I know this is my fault.
But I can promise you.
This will never happen again.
Me? I won't believe you again.
We should not make any more contact with each other.
You take the open road and I'll cross the log bridge. (Go separate ways.)
Even if I die of hunger, we won't get in touch with you.
Don't come here again. Don't come here to disturb our lives!
-Dad! -Leave!
How can you talk to her like that?
I'm angry. Of course I'm going to talk like that.
Leave. If you don't, I will use a broom to drive you out.
Dad! What's wrong with you?
Go. Are you going to leave or not?
I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry.
Mister Jiang Weiguo!
What are you doing? When she paid for mom's hospital fee,
You said she is our savior and now you are kicking her out.
You are so ungrateful!
I don't want to talk to you.
I... I am ungrateful? Why could you talk to me like that?
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Meili.
How come you're here?
Didn't I say let's not meet? You're here again.
I only want to say a few words. Just a few words.
I know what Ruolin said
made you feel uneasy.
All of a sudden, a birth mother just appears in your quiet life,
before you can feel your Mom's longing and love for you,
you have to endure all the suspicion and humiliation. It is too unfair for you.
I can understand why you don't want to see me.
That day I was too impulsive.
If I said anything that hurt you, please don't mind it.
Anything related to you, it's impossible for me not to put it in my mind.
I should say... since you left me when you were little,
there was no moment that I didn't keep you in my mind.
In the past 20 years, you didn't know about my existence.
So.. You have no way of knowing how much I miss you.
It wasn't easy to find you.
I'm just... I'm just so happy.
So I forgot, I mistakenly thought you would feel the same way.
Truthfully, I went to the hospital first to meet your adoptive father.
I also promised him
that I won't bother you guys again.
But, people are greedy.
Before I was able to find you,
I was thinking, as long as you are safe, healthy,
and having a good life. It will be enough.
But after seeing you,
I always want to bring you back.
To stay by my side.
I just want to pamper you, love you.
So you'll know how much I've missed you in the last 20 years.
I know
I know what I'm doing gives you a lot of pressure, but I can't care about everything.
I can only think about not parting with my precious daughter.
I know I'm being very selfish.
You're not selfish. You just miss your daughter.
Good thing in the past 20 years,
your adoptive mother has pampered and loved you for me.
It's good to see you so healthy and pretty now.
I can't ask for more.
Meili
I want to experience the happiness with you once again.
When you were little, this was your favorite ride.
You always wanted to play several rounds.
How about it? Want to ride it once more?
Okay.
Thank you. I had a lot of fun.
I want to thank you for accompanying me the whole day,
and granting my wish.
Have such a happy memory, I should be satisfied.
From now on, I won't bother you anymore.
I will go back to where I was, and perhaps
I'll watch you silently from far,
and see you having a happy and healthy life. That is enough for me.
I'm sorry.
Don't say sorry.
If you do care about me as your Mother,
please don't reject my care for you.
If you ever need anything,
just tell me.
As mothers, anything we can do for our kids,
is the best comfort for us.
Can I hug you one last time?
♫ My dear child, ♫
♫ why didn't you let me know? ♫
♫ Did the wind blow out the candle... ♫
You should take good care of your health, too.
♫ Dear child, ♫
♫ quickly wipe away your tears ♫
Mom.
♫ I am willing to accompany you ♫
What did you call me? Did I hear it incorrectly?
You called me mom.
Finally you are calling me Mom.
Rourou.
♫ Beautiful child ♫
♫ did you cry today? ♫
♫ Did you perhaps lose your beloved present? ♫ Hurry and go home. Don't you need to go back to hospital and help later?
♫ Were you searching for it ♫
♫ in the wind from when the sun rises to when the sun sets?♫ I... I don't want to take up your time. You should go home.
Go home! Hurry!
♫ My dear child ♫
♫ Why won't you let me see clearly? ♫
♫ Whether or not the wind blew out the flame of the candle ♫
♫ Or if you are slowly walking in the dark alone ♫
♫ My dear small child ♫
♫ hurry and wipe away those beads of tears of yours ♫
♫ I am willing to accompany you ♫
♫ to return on the path that leads back home♫
♫ My dear small child, hurry and wipe away those beads of tears of yours. ♫
♫ I am willing to accompany you to return on the path that leads back home ♫
You went to see Meili today?
Yes.
You're right, I should've returned to where I was.
Supporting her discretely. Maybe it's the best way to get along with my daughter.
Ruolin is ok too. I've talked to her and she has already accepted it..
That's good.
After this, she finally realizes how important you are to her.
From now on, you can be relieved.
You can finally start recording with Ruolin.
I understand.
You can't let go of Meili.
It's not a problem. This is normal for everyone.
Don't worry. As soon as we get a chance,
we can pay her back in other ways.
Now, Wang Xuan really let it go.
She doesn't want to find her daughter anymore.
Your performance was excellent. Thank you.
As soon as the bank opens tomorrow, I'll pay you the rest of the money.
Thank you Mr. Sun.
Just that... if she contacts you again...
I know, I'll keep my distance from her.
And I'll talk in a way that won't hurt her.
She's already too pitiful.
She shouldn't be tortured by this anymore.
You're a good person.
God is kind this time.
He has sent you to play this role.
I can finally be at peace.
Then, I'll go now. We can chat more tomorrow.
Secretary Qin, I've already discussed with Meili.
Please tell this to Director Xu,
I'll do what I've promised to as soon as I get the money.
I won't bother him anymore.
Thank you.
It finally came to an end.
You know clearly that Weifeng has feelings for you, and you used it to exploit him!
Weifeng Ge wants to lend it to me himself.
Letting him know is the same as borrowing from him!
They will think that our children have no discipline!
We didn't teach them well.
So we gave birth to two daughters who are full of lies.
Mom
Before, I was yelling at Meiyan that
she could not use people,
but now I'm doing it.
I used a mother who lost her daughter.
I know
but Mom what should I do?
I'm in so much pain.
Mom
I'm really sad. I'm disappointed with myself.
Mom, tell me how to do.
Little Child
♫ Did you cry today? ♫
♫ Even if all your friends abandoned you ♫
The one who is foolish is you, not me!
It's not a shame to like someone.
Why do you deny it like that?
If you like her then go after her. Tell her loudly that you like her.
Aye
Damn Song Yiqiang. Why did you say all that for no good reason?
- Do you need beer? - Waitress, beer.
Okay, no problem.
Waitress, come here.
2 bottles here.
Okay.
Thank you. Hoping you'll have fun tonight.
I gave it to you, keep the money. -Thank you.
Jiang Meiyan, you're not a trouble maker anymore. You can help your family now.
Good luck!
Bro. Our Sweetheart Maiden is releasing their album soon.
You two should really help out and report our news.
No problem. -Thank you! Let's drink!
So... Xu Ruolin's new album is getting ready, right?
Director Zhang,
if you have any good news, don't forget us!
Xu Ruolin's inside news...
There are some for sure.
But I might offend Guan Yi,
to get the first hand news for you two.
You can't give me nothing for return.
You little brat!
What about... if your guys can make the hit rate for Sweetheart Maiden's news
No.1 in the entertainment section, I will give you exclusive news. What do you think?
You little brat! You are very calculating.
No problem!
Here.
Let's get another round of drinks.
Fine, I'll go.
Miss! Here, another round of beer please!
Ok, I'm coming!
Jiang Meiyan?
After being kicked out by Cheng Yi, you could only work as a bar waitress now?
Director Zhang, you know her?
She wanted to get famous, so she used lip sync to lie to us.
She almost got a contract. Fortunately, I discovered it.
Young people nowadays would do anything,
to become a celebrity.
Wait a moment!
Don't you want any tips? Don't you need money right now?
Don't you blame me for not reminding you. Guan Yi is holding back the penalty fee for you.
But that doesn't mean you don't need to pay it back.
Don't worry! We will pay you back!
Good thing you are determined.
What about this? You can help us pour some beer,
to everyone of us here,
and then say something nice after.
Here. Did you see it? You can have all the money here.
Jiang Meiyan, are you crazy?
Let me tell you. I'm only selling alcohol, not myself!
Don't think that you can insult me because you have money!
You wait and see. I'll go to the lawyer tomorrow for your home to be confiscated!
So you and your sister will bear the consequences.
You should be the one taking the consequences.
Tomorrow I.. I'll tell Auntie Wangxuan!
I'll tell her and she will help us!
This girl has gone crazy!
Auntie Wangxuan? Are you familiar with her?
Go out and ask some people.
Eight out of ten will tell you that she is familiar to them.
Why don't you just say that you are her daughter?
Indeed I'm not her daughter, but my sister is!
She is 100% her daughter! If you don't believe me, you can ask Wangxuan!
Isn't Xu Ruolin her daughter?
How come there's another one?
Is it possible her illegitimate daughter?
Illegitimate daughter?
Hey, who is your sister?
How old is she? Where does she live?
What? Why can't I understand? I've misspoken!
Hey, girl!
Why did you just say half of it?
Mom, I am hungry.
Come over. I got it all ready.
When you wake up in the morning, your voice is not warmed up yet. This traditional tea can help you.
It is the best for the voice. Give it a try.
I also make some and put it in the travel cup.
Later, if your throat is tight when we record, you can drink some more.
Thank you mom!
Good morning!
Why did you get up this early today?
Today I have a morning meeting. I have to be there earlier.
How is it? Are you stressed or not?
Dad, do you know who you are talking to?
She's the eternal pop queen Wangxuan,
and the most famous singer Xu Ruolin.
That's right. Because your dad has seen us everyday, there's no more beauty from a distance.
He saw us as ordinary persons.
Alright, l hope you both have a successful recording.
We'll have dinner together after.
I've already told Zhongming to reserve a room at the restaurant. -Yeah!
Ok
- I am leaving. - Okay, bye..- Dad. Bye.
Here.
Meili, Meili!
Uncle Ren.
Uncle Ren, I'm sorry.
Something happened with my family.
Can you give me some more time for the down payment?
Don't worry, don't worry! I'm telling you
that I won't sell the house. I'll continue to rent it to you.
Really?
At this age, how can I lie to you?
Thank you Uncle Ren, thank you!
Don't mention it. I should be thanking you instead!
Uh? Thank me?
No, what I meant is, you're renting my house,
always pay the rent on time, and take care of the house well.
I'm really satisfied.
-We should do that. -Do what you have to do.
Then, I'm leaving.
Uncle Ren, I'm going.
Be careful! -Yes!
Drive slowly.
Don't tell Meili that I bought this house.
If she asks me, what should I say?
Just tell her that you don't sell it anymore.
Just keep renting to them.
Come in!
Director, director!
There are lots of fans downstairs.
They all know that Teacher Wangxuan is coming to record.
They also ask if they can record a little bit of Wangxuan and Ruolin's recording's scene.
Have Teacher Wang and the others arrived?
I've just called them and they should be here soon.
Notify the security guards, they might need to open the passage.
They can take pictures when Teacher Wang gets off the car, but not at the studio.
Teacher Wang doesn't like to be disturbed.
I get it.
Hello, Sun Ge what's up?
Wangxuan, I called
to tell you that I am leaving. My plane is taking off this afternoon.
Why are you leaving so soon?
Why don't you stay for a few more days?
I have been here long enough.
Things are pretty much done.
There are still things waiting for me to work on over there.
After all, I have been here for quite a while.
It's time to leave.
Sorry, Sun Ge.
I've given you so much troubles these days.
You need to contact me when you come back next time.
Wang Xuan,
You should live happily now.
Look at Meili. Isn't she happy?
Besides, kids have their own lives.
You should be happy for her.
I know.
Sun Ge.
We finally get in touch with each other.
We should keep contacting each other, ok?
Okay. If I come back,
I will for sure.
You take good care of yourself. Bye!
Shasha! I am here to pick up a delivery.
That's weird. No one has given me anything for delivery here.
Who has asked you to come? I can ask for you.
Accounting Department.
Accounting Department. I have someone here to pick up a delivery for you.
What? Okay.
- They said they don't have anything. - Not possible.
Look. Accounting Department.
I was asked to be here at 10:30 sharp.
Weird. Since you are here,
- Have some water. - Thanks!
Shasha. I saw there are a lot of people downstairs. Is there any event going on today?
I almost couldn't come in from the front door.
You didn't know? It is such a big deal!
What?
Wang Xuan is coming to record. She should be here soon.
Look!
I found all her old albums,
I'll ask her to sign for me.
Then... I am leaving.
Meili. Why don't you wait a bit?
You are her fan, aren't you?
Never mind... Idol is for... us to admire discreetly. Right?
I have more deliveries to make. I am leaving.
Strange. What is wrong with Meili?
Why is she acting like seeing ghost after hearing Wang Xuan's name?
Wang Xuan!
There are a lot of people today. Why don't you go help?
Wang Xuan!
So many people!
They are looking forward to our collaboration.
Thank you Mom for helping me this time.
Mom is coming back this time because of your fame.
Let's go. We don't want to make them wait.
Come on.
Ms. Wang Xuan.
Ms. Wang Xuan. You have stayed away from the music business for 20 years.
You have decided to come back by singing with your daughter.
Is there a special reason?
I am honored to be invited by Director Guan Yi,
to perform his new mother and daughter song.
My personal wish is through this song,
I can represent all the mothers in the world,
to express their feelings and love to their kids.
Miss Xu Ruolin. To share a stage with your Mother who used to be very famous,
what is your thought?
I am very nervous. I am also looking forward to it.
I hope when everyone hears our song,
will find it fresh and new.
Thanks!
Thank you, all the reporter friends. Excuse us.
Wang Xuan!
Ms. Wang Xuan. There is a rumor that you have a illegitimate daughter.
Illegitimate daughter? Really?
- Could you explain? Ms. Wang Xuan. - Move! Move!
- Move! - Teacher Wang. Please explain.
Ms. Wang. Please explain.
Ms. Wang. Ms. Wang Xuan. Please explain.
Of course not.
What kind of stupid question are you asking?
Ask again!
- Let's go. - Teacher Wang.- Ms. Wang Xuan.
Yiqiang. Go get the elevator.
You always look superior.
You never would think you have a moment like this.
How delightful!
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Timing by lynnmayc, rocsanna, walter_casa, sabrinafair
Translations by miyuhyoeun, cooky21, saiu_dun, jiaxi_giahy
Edits by rocketbaby
♫ That's when I realized that my life is only complete with you ♫
♫ And as the sun melts away the ice in my eyes, ♫
♫ I realize that I still miss you ♫
♫ The rainstorm of all our memories ♫
♫ blurs away the traces of tears ♫
♫ I keep a smile on my face ♫
♫ Pretending as if I don't care at all ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ It's a pity that we only made it this far ♫
♫ And it's too late to say goodbye ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ But If you and she are happy, ♫
♫ just forget how much I once loved you ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ It's a pity that we only made it this far ♫
♫ And it's too late to say goodbye ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ But If you and she are happy, ♫
♫ just forget how much I once loved you ♫